Thursday, July 13, 2006
YTGIF tomorrow
gosh this has been sucha looooong wk. even though i missed like 2 days of sch. something's been bugging me these days and i hope it's just that i'm too sensitive but i'm really praying hard about it. i don't know, but i just somehow feel rather weird la. hmmm.
yesterday was a BAD day. had such a big headache after lessons that i had to go back. so in the end didn't get to shepherd xiwen. so sad la. spent my evening watching tv, eating yam bread (yum), cookies and fish bee hoon. dunno why but have been feeling down the whole of yest. BUTBUT, sth cheered me up at the end of they day! our contacts are coming for the bbq! pierre and kaiwei. HAHA so happy! and thanks ade for the hard work! i'm really prayind hard that more people will come cos it's gonna be really sad if y-hope people outnumber the visitors. nevertheless, i'm looking forward to swimming, ok la more of like wading around, in the pool tmr! ade me and ping are gonna buy small potatoes (according to ade they taste DAMN nice) and maybe chicken wings for tmr. ooh lala. and xiwen said she'll bring more visitors. i'm also very touched by siewming. even though she can't join us for the bbq bcos of her cip, she is still coming downto help us to prepare the things! HAHA thank God for working in her heart. (:
no matter what the truth is, i thank God that he has let certain things happen and let me feel certain emotions. i believe He wants me to grow thru this and i'm sure i'll learn sth. maybe i shouldn't be so naive about things anymore. ):
11:49 AM
it flickered again.