been realy sappy today, bcos i'm damn tired i guess. blogging in the lib again. seeing the doc tmr after school with ade. my head is like on the verge of exploding la. whoknows what is really wrong with it man. prayerfully it's really npt my old injury coming back to haunt me and i got a blood clot in my brains or sth.
i was like thinking about who would actually drop tears when i die. i imagine my soul walking around the place where my funeral is and i'll see myself lying in the coffin, and my friends all gathered there. how will i feel? will i feel sad that i've led such a short life or will i rejoice that i had a wonderful life and i can finally see God in heaven? HAHA mau will defintely think this is such a senseless and useless thing to ponder about, but i really wanna know.
in geog tutorial, me and ade were thinking about what we'd ask elvis presley when we see him in heaven. then we thought, did he even go up to heaven? it was then that i realised, the URGENCY to evangelise. imagine yu going up to heaven but when yu look down beneath the clouds, yu can actually yur non-believer friends reaching out their hands to yu for help, but there's nth yu can do now cos it's all too late. sad isnt it. as much as i can treaure my friends during my time on earth, i wanna be able to spend the eternity of my life with them, in heaven. i don't like the feeling of leaving behind people whom i care about. God, yu really work in yur miraculous way to remind me what i'm doing all this for. i pray that You'll guide me along in all that i do, cos i really yearn to see all my friends in heaven with me. it's so sad that i'm rejoicing in heaven but they're suffering. ):

OHOH, sth that's beside all this sappy and mellow things that i've been blogging about. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERN AND SENGKIM! shern yu'll get yur present when i see yu on sat and yu better like it and use it ok. sengkim may yu grow less cold as yu grow older. i hope maturity in coldness doesn't come with maturity in age HAHA! hoho it's time for econs lect. ciao!

Y-Hope (: MJC 05A301 mjcvolleyball05-06#3. God-lover.



POLKA DOTS
cinderella shoes
green.GOLD.brown
people around me
clarke quay
the jewel box
cable car rides
my lovely memories
my brown and get-caught hair
mango.zara.topshop.esprit
rainbows (:
apple strudel
i want a puma bag!
iker casillas.jay chou


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